I want to avoid you. I want you out of my life. But I know it can’t happen, until I know what I did.
The thought of you, makes me want to vomit.
Mental stuff, vagueposting, just generally sounding kinda mean but really done. Just pushing stuff out right now.
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Just because I have been mentally abusive in the past does not mean i try to be a good person. I try so hard, and sometimes I slip. I’m not sure what I have, besides anxiety, but im pretty sure i have something else too. And it makes me do things. But am I a bad person? No. Should I have done those things? No!! But fuck you for even believing I’m inherently bad. I’m done with you. Even thinking of you makes me feel negativity, and I don’t know why I keep wondering why. But I’ve officially stopped caring. I know I’ll never be able to push you out of my life. But you’ll never deserve me again, because you never took the time to try and be an understanding friend. Have fun in your personal hell, I’ll be fine in mine with you out of it.
One time I tipped an artist I hired for a commission and they cried. They said I was the first person who had ever tipped them in their almost 2 years of selling commissions. They were so shocked that I liked their art enough to leave a tip. They said they never felt like their art was that good, or that their customers weren’t really happy with their art, until that moment. So, seriously, tip the fucking artists you hire for a fucking commission.
i hate knowin that people that ruined parts of me still live and function like nothing ever happened
im gay and i love bees
reblog this if you too are gay and love bees
Dude my gf’s name is Bea of course i love beas and bees
- the person i like and why i like them.
- a famous person i’ve been compared to.
- 5 things that irritate me about the same sex/opposite sex.
- the best thing that has happened to me this week.
- weird things i do when i’m alone.
- how i’d spend ten thousand bucks.
- things i like and things i don’t like about the way i look.
- my last night out in detail.
- something that makes me sad when i think about it.
- something i’ve lied about.
- would i rather be stranded on a desert island with someone i love for ten years or someone i hate for a month? explain why.
- something i’m currently worrying about.
- one person from tumblr i’d throw off a cliff, one i’d marry and one i’d fuck.
- something i do without realising.
- lyrics that apply to my current situation/mood.
- a drunken story.
- something i regret.
- post a picture of myself.
- my longest relationship and who it was with.
- press ctrl v and post.
- post a bit of my last IM convo.
- 5 things i want to change.
- my view on being tumblr famous.
- someone i’d like to be for a day and why.
- 5 things within touching distance.
- story of my first kiss.




